This is the week that I was officially supposed to return to work. I really think it would have been one of the hardest things I could have ever done. I know that if I had to do it, I could, but I am very happy with the decision we made.
Ryan is not on a real schedule yet. I am not upset about that either. I can't expect a two month old to be ready for that. I just don't see how other people, working moms especially, find time to do it all. By the time I have done a couple of things around the house (laundry and dishes), found a few minutes to brush my teeth and possibly take a shower, Jeff is home. I guess my point is that whether you work, stay at home or whatever, time just goes by too fast. It seems like the minutes just fly by. Ryan needs me a lot. I love the fact that he needs me too. He does not seem to like taking naps during the day though which means that I am almost always trying to do something while holding him.
I am trying to soak up every moment of all of this. I know that all too soon Ryan won't need his Mommy near as much.
Here is one of my favorite pictures of Ryan. He looks so innocent. I have become one of those people that always has a camera in my hand. I am always looking for the perfect Kodak moment.